Orientation week

last week was the orientation week. what i had learned was team working, concentration, creation and toleration. besides, i knew many new friends as well. Before that, i heard my friend said there is a lot of indian student in Mahsa university, but i m surprise that nearly up to half of the total students in my class are chinese and others are indian, malay and foreigner. I think that hold week of orientation is quick crazy, becoz we need to present and dancing in front of the class. i m felt so pai seh!!haha..



between the orientation week, i went to IJN too, it is glad refresh back to hospital life when i was training last time at hospital Lam Wah Ee.





my classmate and other course mate performing their talent during closing ceremony.

problem!!

Arrg!! problem come again!!

y every time I facing problem that time, I must cry??

y i shouldn't sit down n think how to solve the problems!

what should i do now?

i just know how to cry!

it is have God in this world?

can God help me to solve my problems!?

fake!!!

please don't show me your true face!!

y u can take leave go for holiday with friends??

y u always tell me u cant take leave go for holiday with us??

y u always said boring when come out with us?

y u always lying??

please let me know, is my problem or your problem or all of us problem??

mid valley

yesterday went to mid valley shopping with mummy and eldest sister. I and mummy watched a movie and sister went to facial at 'BRUNISH'. I had watched a great movie, which is 'captain America'. This movie is talk about a very and small size man wants to become an army. Fortunately, he was helped by a good doctor, give him an serum injection then became a strong man with strong muscle! but he doesn't know the serum will making any effect to him?!
after we finished our dinner, we walk to 'the gardens' and saw something special, which is 'MOO cow frozen yogurt', it has three flavors original, dates and lime..first try for this frozen yogurt, it is tasted good, i think i will try another flavor again next time. ><

friends

What is true friend? In my theory, true friend will care, help, send greetings, scold or give advice to you and so on...Remember that when i was training at hospital Lam Wah Ee last year, one of the staff asked me 'how many best friend u have'? i was answered six best friends!! i m still confusing WHY i answered to her SIX persons?!
because of playing FB too much during this holiday, i have seen some comments from one of my friend, no wonder that SHE is true friend or not?! i m so sad to see of that comment!! SHE let me think of her very fake..extremely fake!! i m so stupid, every time listen to her!!! i think i will start to stay away from her!!

Age

Unconsciously i m 21 year old now..many things changed during my life now. some of my friend will graduate soon, some of them had already graduated and start working, whereas me, will graduate after 3 years. what i m thinking now is what will be happened after 3 years between me and my friends. R they married? R they gift birth? or not contact any more? what will my life be after 3 years? i m 24 year old! i want to know what is my future?!

looking forward

unconsciously is June now, i sitting at home already 4 months, very enjoying and very boring!haha..my refferal exam result is released,i still not very satisfied on it but i had do my best, n waiting for IMU intake on 11 July . I will study hard n getting higher CGPA, looking forward work at Singapore.

movie

yesterday went to watch pirates and the caribbean 4 3D with my mother n sister last night. my sister got free ticket from panasonic so she brought me n mother together. this movie not very nice compared to previous. while today i brought my mother to kepong jusco watch fast 5, it is awesome especially vin dessal and the rock very rock. beside, when they racing screen i can imagine i can drive like them also haha. but it is impossible! next month got new movie which is trasformer 3, i think it is a nice movie also..cannot wait anymore haha

who i m??

Who I m? did my friends really realize me? sometime i don't realize who i m?!
What my friends see is only a part of what I m.
I have a hundred different faces,
a million different personalities.
only a part of me is what i show to my friends.
I display a fraction of my true self.
sometime is just a facade
it is not truth of me
my friends don't know me, because they have not enough of observation.
a few of my friend did, but they left anyway!

dark

after finished my diploma in MLT, i feel my future is very dark, i can't see what is my future! firstly apply to UTar, they said i m not illegible becoz i m not science stream student! secondly, wanted to apply to IMU, their minimum entry requirement is 2.75. until now i also confuse why my result so bad?! izit put less effort in my study?
I have just finish my refferal exam last week, confusing whether can do it or not?
today is the convo day, but i m not attending, all of my classmate ask me y i m not attending? i answer them, becoz i need futher study to my degree so wait for the next convo la! actually what i m thinking is, i have not enough qualified to convo although i had pass all my sub.

Memories

after 4 months training i felt my self have some changes, which is become more confidence when talking to people. what i had learned from hospital? suddenly i want to refresh back the department in the hospital i went to.

First week in the hospital, i was in urine section.all the urine is run by machine but before run into machine, need to pour the urine into the test tube, it is too smelly, i will never forget this smell.



second section i went to biochemistry section. this is the machine for blood testing.






third is hematology section. the supervisor in this department look very fierce but she is quick good person.




forth is immunology section. the supervisor told me a lot of Christian story, she less talk about lab testing.






fifth is blood bank. i love this section very much. especially when prepare blood







six n seven is Hispathology and cytopathology. this two section is about tissue and cell. the unforgettable things is the air condition in thes two section are very cold, i like tis condition very much. becoz the lower temperature can preserve the tissue, tats y it is soo cold.







last section is microbiology, this section is too dangerous, it can infected through inhalation therefore must wearing face mask any time.

not be accustomed to

after my industrial training, i still thinking wat i have to do?! at last i choose to further study. last time when i was training in hospital, every supervisor in different department ask me what i will do after training, working or further study? i answer, not confirm yet. after a deep think, i choose study, becoz i think tat my self have not enough of knowledge! but now i still connot find any part time job, measuring length at home everyday. this sunday will going to UTAR for register new course, this time i want to study about bacteria, virus, n parasite which is bachelor in Microbiology. hope i can finish my degree as fast as possible. i want to work in hospital lab to get more experience. live in doing nothing is very very very boring!! ><

measuring floor

i did my final exam on 24 feb, after my exam i was so happy n felt relax. after these what should i do? i m looking for university now, i want to study biomedical science, i know utar n imu have this course, i need to wait the education fair on next month!haiz..i had check for the intake in internet for utar is on may, but i need to go to kampar.. pity!!intake for imu is on July, i don't want wait for so long so may be i will register for utar.I want to go Singapore, but i have not enough money! the school took all my money without reason, i need going back to school on Monday. hate it very much!

back to future

finally, 4 months industrial training is over. back from penang yesterday, live in penang very like 18 century, 1 word can describe 'boring'! the staff in hospital always said the food in penang very nice, but i straight reply them 'it is very difficult to eat' haha..this 4 months live in Penang, it is very difficult, many problem come to encounter me! haiz..but it is all over, start a new life ^^

finally

finally, still have a week more cny is coming. but i feel not happy at all. because i suffering many problems since i came to penang. the problems non-stopping come to me, it is too suffered. last friday my head of school phone to me when i was working and doing paps smear, when i still on the line with him, i cry immediately, he told me tat the nursing students complain me said that my auntie disturb them, then i told him, before the nursing students move in to the hostel, i already ask for the permission that my auntie will continue staying with me until 27 Jan. i felt so angry that i heard that i disturb them. stupid malay girls!! besides, after the nursing students moved in, they spoil the electricity, made the whole house no electricity for 2 days. the students told the person who incharge then she said will phone to the owner. the owner said that he will coming on the second day night, but he didn't come, make me cannot bath hot water in the morning and boil water. i phone to my parents n tell them the problem, my father call his friend which stay in penang, ask him can help me find people to service the electricity. about 8 o'clock night, the uncle bring a man come n service, at last service for RM90. and don't know weather can get it back the money also! haiz

CNY 2011

Chinese new year is coming soon, but i not finish buy cloths yet. i had bought 2 t-shirt at penang, trousers havent buy. But i already meet my friends 'zilin member', not confirm they willing come out with me or not?! today i changed to new department, which is histopathology, study of tissue, but they didn't give me anything to do! very very boring, i just sit down study the SOP and coping! 10 more days i going back to kl, i miss kl very very much, i really cannot survive in 18 century!

crazy college

felling excited becoz i coming back to kl 2 weeks later. but not 100% happy becoz my assignment not finished yet T.T. i need to summit my assignment on the 31 Jan becoz the dateline is 1 week before my training finished, tat week i already back to penang..we should summit our assignment after the training finished, they think the student very rich, can come back to kl any time, if my training place is in kl, of course i can back any time. klmu always so stupid.besides, need us to copy the SOP (standard operating procedure, we go training is to learning something, to observe how the senior MLT perform the test, not copy the SOP from the hospital, wasting my time and energy copy it.haiz!!

donor

Sat need work also, very sienz lo!!today early in the morning was very free. i of the staff said,actually she is a new staff, today must have no donor come to donate blood, n then the senior staff said, don't say no donor, later coming more then u know!! few minutes later, the new staff dreams come true, 6 donors come to donate blood, some of them are voluntary and others are replacement blood. but 6 of them only 3 are accepted. others are not acceptable becoz some of the white cells are not in normal value. after 11am back to a very free condition, walking around the lab, after that sit back to the place and study the SOP. about 12 something afternoon, about 7-8 donors come donate blood..omg, y they come at this time, is nearly finish work leh, today half day only need go back late meh, i want go shopping with my auntie lo!!but i going late a bit, becoz 3 donors are acceptable only haha..others 4 persons are came to replacement blood but the blood are not compatible to the patient's blood. normally the blood will spin and separate into 3 components after the blood collected out, which are 70% red cell concentration, platelet and fresh frozen plasma. after separated, the fresh frozen plasma will keep into the freezer at -82 degree Celsius. when i open the freezer..wah is very cool, i like this condition very much..n then the 70% red cell concentration will keep into the fridge at -32 degree Celsius. and platelet will shake after 1 hour. actually blood bank have many things to learn, it is all about blood, i like this sub very much ^^

2011 year

Happy new 2011 year, i fell very happy becoz of two things, first is i will going back after 27 days and second is i will finish my industrial training next month!!haha ^^..tomorrow i will change to another department which is blood bank, i love this department very much becoz this department have a lot of things to learn n do. last week i was in immunology department, this department quick boring n easy, i did dengue,chickgu, urine, h.pylori, vdrl test n other. the senior mlt in this department teach me many things about my future, besides she teach me buy insturents, and how to pay less for income text. haha..and a lot of other knowledge about lab. actually she is a very nice person, remember tat i first day came to this department, she told me a lot of god or jesus.haha...i will never forgot the story she told me.