looking forward

unconsciously is June now, i sitting at home already 4 months, very enjoying and very boring!haha..my refferal exam result is released,i still not very satisfied on it but i had do my best, n waiting for IMU intake on 11 July . I will study hard n getting higher CGPA, looking forward work at Singapore.

movie

yesterday went to watch pirates and the caribbean 4 3D with my mother n sister last night. my sister got free ticket from panasonic so she brought me n mother together. this movie not very nice compared to previous. while today i brought my mother to kepong jusco watch fast 5, it is awesome especially vin dessal and the rock very rock. beside, when they racing screen i can imagine i can drive like them also haha. but it is impossible! next month got new movie which is trasformer 3, i think it is a nice movie also..cannot wait anymore haha

who i m??

Who I m? did my friends really realize me? sometime i don't realize who i m?!
What my friends see is only a part of what I m.
I have a hundred different faces,
a million different personalities.
only a part of me is what i show to my friends.
I display a fraction of my true self.
sometime is just a facade
it is not truth of me
my friends don't know me, because they have not enough of observation.
a few of my friend did, but they left anyway!

dark

after finished my diploma in MLT, i feel my future is very dark, i can't see what is my future! firstly apply to UTar, they said i m not illegible becoz i m not science stream student! secondly, wanted to apply to IMU, their minimum entry requirement is 2.75. until now i also confuse why my result so bad?! izit put less effort in my study?
I have just finish my refferal exam last week, confusing whether can do it or not?
today is the convo day, but i m not attending, all of my classmate ask me y i m not attending? i answer them, becoz i need futher study to my degree so wait for the next convo la! actually what i m thinking is, i have not enough qualified to convo although i had pass all my sub.

Memories

after 4 months training i felt my self have some changes, which is become more confidence when talking to people. what i had learned from hospital? suddenly i want to refresh back the department in the hospital i went to.

First week in the hospital, i was in urine section.all the urine is run by machine but before run into machine, need to pour the urine into the test tube, it is too smelly, i will never forget this smell.



second section i went to biochemistry section. this is the machine for blood testing.






third is hematology section. the supervisor in this department look very fierce but she is quick good person.




forth is immunology section. the supervisor told me a lot of Christian story, she less talk about lab testing.






fifth is blood bank. i love this section very much. especially when prepare blood







six n seven is Hispathology and cytopathology. this two section is about tissue and cell. the unforgettable things is the air condition in thes two section are very cold, i like tis condition very much. becoz the lower temperature can preserve the tissue, tats y it is soo cold.







last section is microbiology, this section is too dangerous, it can infected through inhalation therefore must wearing face mask any time.

not be accustomed to

after my industrial training, i still thinking wat i have to do?! at last i choose to further study. last time when i was training in hospital, every supervisor in different department ask me what i will do after training, working or further study? i answer, not confirm yet. after a deep think, i choose study, becoz i think tat my self have not enough of knowledge! but now i still connot find any part time job, measuring length at home everyday. this sunday will going to UTAR for register new course, this time i want to study about bacteria, virus, n parasite which is bachelor in Microbiology. hope i can finish my degree as fast as possible. i want to work in hospital lab to get more experience. live in doing nothing is very very very boring!! ><

measuring floor

i did my final exam on 24 feb, after my exam i was so happy n felt relax. after these what should i do? i m looking for university now, i want to study biomedical science, i know utar n imu have this course, i need to wait the education fair on next month!haiz..i had check for the intake in internet for utar is on may, but i need to go to kampar.. pity!!intake for imu is on July, i don't want wait for so long so may be i will register for utar.I want to go Singapore, but i have not enough money! the school took all my money without reason, i need going back to school on Monday. hate it very much!