money lost

Monday i went to withdraw money at cimb bank..after i withdraw the money, my resit show my account balance remain three hundred more instead of seven thousand more... omg!! i was frightened, where are my money gone to? i call my friend immediately, but she said nothing happen in her account! how come my money lost?another day, i apply half day leave, n going to the bank ask wat is happening? the bank manager check for me, he said the school transfer 7 thousand from my bank, and i paid another 7 thousand to the school again so i paid fourteen thousand for my school fee, becoz the ptptn debit ten thousand to my account, and 7 thousand is for school fee! i hate klmu very much, if want to take money from my account please inform la, don't simply take my money from my account silently!!omg

last month of 2010

this month is the last month of 2010, but this year i need countdown in Penang. last year i went to countdown with wan chee, yihan, jenny, fan yi and their friends. the most unforgettable thing is in the very cold condition 3 of us sleep beside of the stairs waiting for the bus back to home. tat kind of feeling until now i still haven't forgot! early in the morning we queue up to buy bus ticket, suddenly got 1 uncle tumbang us to buy ticket for him. because the queue to long he didn't want to queue up. this year i havent plan how i m going to countdown in Penang? i have only 1 friend here, but she doesn't have car, only me and my mother here, may be both of us stay at home sleep! poor thing ><

problem

coming this monday is the fourth weeks i staying in penang. two months more only can leave this kind of place. today, the head of the department of immunology chat with me when we have free time. she ask me many question, i answer her the life here no good, and the food also not nice, because most of the food are spicy!haha..i talk to her like this later she ask people come n punch me!!haha..actually most of the people in the lab are good, willing the teach the trainee.
yesterday night i chat with my father by sms, after that in fb..when i talking with him in fb..i started cry again!!don't know y, i want to cry suddenly?! i realized that i m a crazy girl when i came to penang, i always cry when i sitting in lab, having my dinner, sleeping, and sitting in front of my lap top! if i looking back my blog in future, i think it will be very funny!!

回想

当我写这个日记时，我听着蔡冥佑的我可以，因为这首歌是pong pong 师姐的歌，我们还在营里时常唱得歌。i listen to this song continuously until i finish write my blog.
yesterday i saw outside to my window, a very round moon like facing to my house, in this second i look to the moon, i refresh back when i jaga malam tat time i saw a big moon outside our doom. this time came to Penang for practical training is worse than when i was in kubena camp. at least i have friend suffering the same problem with me, they know wat i m feeling. but now, i suffering alone, no one will understand what is my problem! almost people in penang talking hokeint language, i don't know wat r they talking about! feel like chicken n duck talk!! i think i will die early of my age if i stay here longer! the place in penang still like 18 century..i never live in the life before..why i must suffer this kind of problem again?once already enough la..why?why? T_T

sad

today my mother going back to kl for 2 weeks, when i saw her going up to the bus, my tears automatically dropped down. why? why i m not independent?why i still depends on my mother? after this, my uncle bring me for dinner, both of us walk to opposite of my hostel, actually quick far! i eat zhu cheong fan for my dinner and my uncle eat fried oyster. tomorrow is the third week i worked in hospital, still have thirteen weeks to go, is difficult!! besides, need to complete my assignment also..haiz!!really stress, i not very sure where can i get the information?!headache T_T

second week in Penang

today is the second week i live in Penang n work in Lam Wah Ee hospital. the condition still the same, i feel not happy n crying everyday here because the live in Penang is not suitable for me! Before i came to Penang, the person who incharge hostel said the nursing student will coming staying with me after two weeks but yesterday my mother call up to ask when is the nursing student will coming? the woman said no 1 will coming staying with me because i staying this house is rented for all lab student only. that mean i alone stay in this house lo...actually i quick happy but no 1 accompany me, this is the main problem!!

live in Penang 2

today i went to komta and prangin mall with my mother. we taking bus there but we didn't know which stop should we going down?! my mother ask the bus driver, the bus driver said opposite the building is komta then we mong cha cha go down from the bus. after that we walk around from komta to prangin mall, we go to cinema watch unstoppable, is quick a nice movie. both of us take lunch at wong kok but it is different from kl pavillion.

haiz tomorrow need working again, i need stayed in urine department for 2 weeks, tomorrow is the second weeks, its too boring, i want going to blood bank department because it too much things to learned.

recently started from last Tue or Wed, oposite my apartment had a concert, i don't know what are they singing, because i don't know hokien language! it makes my head going to explored. my hostel have a nice landscape, the bad thing is too noisy at night!!

live in Penang

today is the fifth day i stayed in Penang, i m still not accustomed the live here! last tuesday i with my friend waiting bus back home but both of us talking non stop, at last we miss the bus. my friend said next bus will coming another fifteen minutes, but another one and the half hour only come!!haiz..but tat bus not going to my home!!then how??i fell very scare because i don't know the place in Penang...then i wait another fifteen minutes the bus still not come yet then i walk back home. actually my hostel to hospital is about five minutes, if walk might be take 20 minutes or more. so tat day i really hak zai need walk back home alone, and i cry also when i walking back home!! T^T

second day in Lam Wah Ee hospital

today is the second day i went to Lam Wah Ee hospital. yesterday was the first day, i went there at 8.30am, my friend already waiting me at there. after i reached, we two go to the lab, and then we ask where is the pathology lab and we go find the lab manager. The first day i was sent to biochemisty department, i did urinary test..it is too----smelly until i want to vomit..aiyo!!!i need to stay in this department for 2 weeks, may be after 2 weeks i will immune when i smell to urine.

second day i did same things, pour the urine into test tube then screen and then identified the result which sample need to spin n look into microscope. but in the afternoon very less patient and less sample need to tested. so i walk around the lab n survey other departments. i went to blood bank, the supervisor ask me question but i answered wrong..omg!!!

很累！！

从上个月头起，当我知道被派去Penang时我就从那时刻一直很不开心。我每天都在想，每天都在哭。
我真的，真的不想去！！这个星期就要去那边了，我要离开这里四个月真的很不舍得，四个月后我会变成甚么样的人。今天负责安排舒舍的人跟我说，占时两个星期我知己一个人住,很可怕咯！！还有今天我收到两份任务需要做，真的很难啊！我就快给累死了 T^T

feeling again

what i m feeling now? what i feeling now is when i went to national service last 2 years ago. but this time is more serious because when i tat time pong pong is accompany with me. this time i going alone, and staying with stranger. just now my head of course told me the school already help me found a hostel, the address will given me next week. when he talking to me, my tears dropped again when in the bus. I don't know whats wrong to me!!i must more independent, if not i won't grow up ><

forcing to Penang training

This few days i have a very bad mood!!when i thinking i will going to Penang hospital two weeks later, my tears will dropped automatically. Last Tuesday i tough to my head, i said can i change back to kl hospital, he answer me..i will arrange for u!! Yesterday i saw him, he said he found a hostel for me which stay with the nursing student! that
mean i have no chance change back to kl hospital T^T. I haven't get room yet, may be i will staying with nursing students which also a trainees are sending to training. Almost the nursing students are malay, I very hate staying with malay people, although
only for 4 months.

WHY

why..why..why!!
why i sending to penang hospital next month?? i really don't want to go there for four months..life in penang will be lonely,without parents, without my friends in KL, no 1 will going to shopping with me. but also have advantages which can recognize new friends in that hospital and get a new life there which cannot get in KL.

there r 3 classmate going to same hospital with me, 2 is Indian classmate n 1 is my Chinese classmate, her hometown is in penang so tat is not a problem to her, but to me is a big problem, i need to rent a room there, no 1 help me wash cloths,cook for me..haiz!!

yesterday when i heard i will be sending to Penang hospital, i got crazy,sad and mad. My kl life, i always dependence on other people, when i life alone, these will give me a big problem.

i hope this time i going to penang, i will get many knowledge and more independence.

last sem for diploma

So fast this is the last sem for my diploma, need to study the last subject before going to hospital training. the last subject is introduction to laboratory management. the lecturer who teaching this sub is a malay male teacher, he very funny, always keep smiling, he study business at UK. he not belongs to medical field, i saw him last two sem, he teached account.

Today is a first day back to college, the class started at 9am-12pm, i reach at 8.55am, i reach ktm station at 7.15am, i wait the train for 30min, the first train came at 7.45am, it is fully book only few person can squeeze into the train, after five minutes another train come, this time i can squeeze in but the train stop at putra station, and announce the train got technical problem, all passenger need to get down from the train. After got down from the train, uncountable people stuck there n walking in very slow motion, becoz the station only have 1 way to exit. after exit from the station, i follow the people walk to lrt station, the station quick far, i walk about 15min, plus the weather so hot, make my hold body sweat. at last reach school nearly 9am, but the lecuter not in class yet, he come in at 10 something..he give us some homework, ask us to find about management. class finished at 12.10pm then go back home.

zilin gathering

yesterday was a happy day because went to zilin gathering. we chat nearly four hours at wong kok. the non happy thing is less people go!! Our da shi jie wan chee brought her new boy friend together,his name called flaky, he very friendly and funny.

Besides,yesterday we refresh back when we at kem kubena, came back from there almost 3 years but didn't feel boring and very miss too.long time didn't chat so happy since came back from kubena.We chat until 6 something then we pay the bill and walk shopping around pavilion. that pong pong n ai xing said that cotton up shop have sale, only rm49 for two cloths. tat pong pong says two person share to buy, we use about half an hour to try the cloths, as last each person buy two cloths for Rm50.haha

cinema

Yesterday night i went to watch "resident evil afterlife" at mid valley megamall with my two elder sister. the movie started at 9.30, the tickets is my second elder sister got from sony. Before enter into the cinema need to surrender our cell phone at the counter, when we walk into the cinema got two person holding a scanner to scan our body, to confirm any electronic things keep inside our bag.

Tomorrow is "Hari Raya" , the way to sungai buluh must be very traffic jam because the people rushing going back to their kampung home town, and kl become less car no traffic problem within two days.

working

last Friday was my last exam took part in this college. my exam started at 8am, but i enter class 8.10am due to the stupid ktm delay, if not i will reach early. i sit in first row n feel very nervous becoz my lecturer non stop walking around my place, make me cannot answer questions in the comfortable condition. The funnies thing my lecturer said nearly end of the exam is referral exam will be on next month!!! what he mention is many of us will fail the exam, but i not sure i will pass the exam or not!!
last Saturday i work for part time job with pong pong at park royal hotel. we reach there almost 8.30am. pong pong meet me at train station 7 o clock but i late for ten minutes, we miss the 7.10am train, n the next train is 7.35 but the train delay ten minutes. her friends non stop phone to her, ask her y so late still not reach yet, she blame on me.
that day was the most tiredness day, becoz stand for half day without sitting. and my nose got immune cause by the variety of perfume smell, i selling perfume , the customers need tester n i spray for them, all over my body got the different perfume smell.
we finish work at seven night, we walk to times have a cup of baskin robbin ice-cream, while waiting for pong pong brother pick us up. pong pong brother fetch pong pong to sunway pyramid, she will work there for 5 days at romp n stay at her friend's house. i reach home almost nine thirty night, have my dinner with my family, i eat less for tat day due to too busy.

bad luck!!

I done my immunohaematology lab practical last wednesday, got nine topics covered but 1 topic is tested for each person. i was very nervous, i pray for the easies topic for me to test but when i look at the question paper, the first thing i saw is 1024 tube...mean i will be do antibody titration test, it is the most difficult n many procedures test in all topics. i was doing well in beginning of the test but last i got the wrong result, the red cells was lysed, don't know how many marks will be deducted!!!haiz
i feel unfair other people got the easy test to do...i was so angry, the student always absent to lab practical session got the easier test, n they did wrong results also!!

today's mood

today i done my histology lab practical test, total 10 questions, only have 50% confidence can pass the exam. I will be more nervous, becoz i will have immunohematology lab practical test tomorrow morning, got 9 topic to choose, but of course not choose by own self!!God bless me i can get a easy blood test to do.

countdown

i think i getting heart attack soon

my heart beat faster n faster becoz my lab practical test coming soon

countdown 4 days, is next wed!!

only 4 person within the lab + lecturer

total 20 marks..don't know how many marks i can get it?!

today i went to college to summit my resume, some of the detail is incorrectly

which is the language spoken n written, i fill all excellent in Bahasa melayu, English n Chinese..actually my malay is most worse 1 haha

lab practical test

this is the last lab practical exam in this college

and little bit difficult

need to do test individually..omg

i dont know wat will happen if i get wrong result!

next wed is my parasite practical exam, just identify the slide from the microscope

the following week is immunohemato practical exam, need to do compatibility blood test, i very worry about it, if i do wrong procedure!!

i hope all the exam over, n going to Singapore n Malacca trip in Sept

after these prepare to hospital training, i think a challenge life will going started

whats going on

last week my lecturer suddenly got angry, i don't wat reason make him so angry?
don't know he which student talk something behind him let he know!
Today same thing happened also,we have quiz this morning but many student didn't attend to class becoz they just came back from pulau pangkor yesterday,n feel tired so not attending class today cause the lecturer angry.
suppose have revision today after quiz for the mid term exam on wednesday, but it is cancelled n no tips also...
until now i still confuse what the lecturer angry of?

octopus

yesterday i went to manjalara for dinner with my family

becoz the octopus(paul) said Germany loss so we hate tat paul very much

so we order octopus eat haha

after taken our dinner, we drive to tesco

this tesco is opened on 1 july,its very big n full of people

but we just walk around the supermarket, n we bought many things such as fruit juice n beer haha

going training soon

this morning when i enter class,i go straight n forgot to close the door

a malay girl sitting near the door,she said after came in no need close the door...

she is in the very rude talking to me!!then sitting beside the malay girl help me to close it.

after these i go to my place,my lecturer give a form to fill which to select the place for training

the government hospital are at tampin,port dickson, and seremban while private hospital at kl, pj or shah alam, Johor, alor star, n others.

kl n pj or shah alam is the place i choosed,becoz near my house

i fell happy becoz going to training soon n sad thing is coming this Chinese new year i still in training so cannot celebrate.

busy week

quiz,assignment and lab report come again

y all the work come together?

having three quiz for next week

most difficult work is lab report,lecturer give a lot of stress to us,he need us do a best lab report

beside he ask many questions in the class also,i always check the time during this lecturer class,hope the time go faster

i done a assignment last week,the summit date is 1 week,need to find a test to diagnose a disease,it is very difficult to done it n my tier coming out T_T

happy father's day

yesterday was father's day,we celebrate at Sat

my two elder sister spend we eat at tai thong restauran

the service at this restaurant very bad becoz less people working

wait for about an hour, the rice not warm and the dishes come late..haiz

second day we go out eat at manjalara, facing the same problem but the dishes more delicious than tai thong

my eldest sister bought a belt for my father n a chocolate cake also

postpone

yesterday i went school registration for new semester,i still have four sub remain

this time is short sem, just can take 3 sub

so i need to extend one more sem for 1 sub

haiz..which mean coming this sept i cannot go hospital training

need to wait until next year Jan

it wasting my time n money

stupid college

Hong Kong happy trip

5 days Hong Kong trip already over

came back to Malaysia feel like different because the language speak in Hong kong is Cantonese while Malaysia is malay n english

some more the weather in Hong Kong quite cold also but didn't bring jacket along so i get flu in Hong Kong

Hong Kong got many delicious food,it cannot found in Malaysia especially the tau fu fa, so smooth when biting within the mouth but the bird nest egg tart not nice n expensive also,the taste like normal nothing different.

some of the Hong Kong resident very cool n rude,answering question like scolding people.hate them very much haiz..

bad system

i finish my exam on last Sat,n semester 6 already finished also

two weeks later,star new sem is short sem will be very busy

yesterday i went to college for registration but already cancel n changed to 2-4 june

last week i check to memo,the registration date for next sem is 25 may-5 june,but yesterday already changed date

admin said changed on Monday,last minute change

omg..how can changed it in last minute

they waste my money go school n wasting my time too

how they work one...very very bad lo

depression

some time feel time go very fast but some time feel very slow

wat i did it will scolded by mother but wat my second sister did will not scolded by my mother.

y her life go so easy,she got car go to college last time but me take train,squeeze with other people,n whole body sweat when i reach college.

go any where no people fetch, need to ask for my father fetch if he say no,must stay at home

say want a car,no one care me

give a call, need fetch,answer me 'troublesome'

some time angry with it but i hope faster complete my diploma.

revision

today hold day stay at home do revision

sienz...continue study,study and study

and not concentrate also

afternoon 2pm,watch Thomas cup, China vs Indonesia

as the conclusion China won haha

i very support China Lin Dan becoz he is too cold

i like him very much becoz he is a badminton killer

but yesterday Uber cup China lose to Korea

all the Chinese ranking no 1 all lose to Korean

sad...T_T

final exam

Tuesday 18 may start final exam,the first subject will be moral studies
i hate this sub very more,n last sub will be parasitology on sat
after exam i will excited to going to Hong Kong trip on 30 of May.
this sem is third last sem,next sem will short sem,n last sem wil going to training
but last week i heard my classmate said will extend sem..omg don't want la wasting my time n need pay for 1 more sem,
aiyo please la..i have no time n money to stay in this college!!!

Disco

last sat is my first time go to disco at damansara

very very noisy but quite cool haha..

and also first time drunk so much of alcohol

i see people dancing,feel very high

i drunk, when i going back home i fall down at the stair but no injured

mid road going back home i saw accident don't know got people die or not

after reach home,straight go to bed, my head like getting burst

second day the smell still there, but no feel headache

presentation

i have a special presentation yesterday,is the first time have this presentation also..is about parasite,i need to perform how the parasite goes into our body. we need to perform difference kind of character got patient,doctor,parasite,and water seller n lab technician. i feel so nervous, my sound was trembling when i presenting. after all group finish present,my lecturer say tomorrow lab will change to 10am but i didn't hear it,becoz when she talking tat time the class very noisy i cannot hear it..so another i come at 12pm, the class already finish so i n 7 people look the slide by our self.

ai xing bufday

we celebrate ai xing bufday on sunday,this is the first time she celebrate her birthday at garden she said haha...i bought her a music box as her birthday present.
tat day we went to kepong desa park city,have a big garden,always many people jogging,cycling there n many restoran also.we have a steamboat there,each person 1 bowl..quick full becoz i more things to eat..tat pong pong order 2 plate of fish ball,she cant finish so funny haha
after steamboat we walk to the garden,we prepare a birthday cake for ai xing n take photo there. Later we go to wan chee house take photo then go back home.

visitor

yesterday when i waiting for my father fetch me home at bus stop, got 2 visitor from arab,the lady ask me where is the taxi stand? i answer her,no taxi stand here,she want to go tropicana at damansara but i don't know which bus go there also,then got one old man come near n tell her rapid U86 will go there but i not confirm.after tat the lady ask where to get bus ticket,the old man answer buy on the bus...then i quickly answer is in the bus..haha the old man laugh also..later the lady ask me another question,she ask how much money to tropicana,i answer i not sure n ask the bus driver.then my father reach d i go back home..
today i kena same problem,got 1 indian woman ask me selangor bus 144c came d or not?i say i didn't realize it becoz i just came down from the bus..she chat with me few minute also then my father came n i go back home...

member day

yesterday was jusco member day,i go there with my mother n eldest sister after finish class.the people think all the things is free buy so many until the car not enough space to put n sit haha,they need to walk back just the driver can sit inside the car. We go there buy bigger laguage for Hong Kong trip n my sister buy a pair of shoe which in different size,1 is 35 n another 1 is 36,my sis realize it when she came back home when she trying.so today i went to jusco again after school to help her change back same size.haiz...

sore throut n flu

yesterday morning i feel some sore throut but i know when i have sore throut flu is coming to find me!!before i going to school i ate a chinese medicine,becoz i will not cause sleepy.but the flu too strong,tat chinese medicine cannot attack the virus so i start flu when i having my pc comp class,i sneeze non stop n eye also got red.But just a while,it get back normal when i having another class.
After my class finish is nearly 2pm,i reach kepong jusco 2.30pm,yesterday noon my friend ask me to accopany her to 1u to buy something..n my stupid father late to pick me up,i waiting at the bus stop nealy an hour.When i reach jusco its having heacy rain,i wait him until very sunny,mostly getting liquid form instead i m solid form.plus i not feeling weel,he still say something let me get more angry!!
I reach home already 3.30pm,n i phone to my friend she fetch me go 1u together.after i came back home is 6pm,tat time my sick become more serious,not only flu n sore trout plus fever come to find me also..haiz
Today i feel better a bit but fever still within my body,hope can recover back as soon as possible

sleepy n boring

tomorrow is my ye sou exam,feel tired,sleepy n boring when i open my moral notes.
this week the whole week i study moral but everyday just open the notes n my eyes look to other places n my brain thinking of other things..
yesterday night me n my mother planing our Hong Kong trip,my mother ask me to withdrow at least thousand ringgit to spend on my own but i wanted to buy a new hand set,i feeling some headache..if i spend more, i will lack of money for my degree at Australia..haiz T_T

experiment

yesterday i done experiment is called trichrom stain,is stain the cat faeces.don't know why yesterday i so crazy and high,i take the faeces n smell, it so smelly until i want to vomit.My lecturer said this feaces already keep for one year so i tot no smell.if let my lecturer saw it,i will kena marah!!haha...

crazy woman

alice in the wonderland is a best movie,i like it very much especially Johny Deep haha...i watch with my mother today at kepong jusco,we also took our lunch at kfc,suddently got a woman sit down n eat left down food from other people.i saw it n feel so weird, then she step up n walk to wash her face.n go find left down food again.i think she is crazy~~i getting vomit out all my chicken from my stomach!!

not happy

this week is my mid sem break,i feel so relax.everyday i burn movie until mid night 2am,n scolded by my father.Yesterday night i went to cut hair follow to cinema,my father scold me also,he blame last sunday go sing k,today go watch movie...aiyo,if not,everyday stay at home eat,sleep,study.i hate him very much,i always think when i graduate n working,i will move out to stay away from him.
yesterday my secondary school friend ask me follow them to penang trip or not but i didn't get inform from them ealier,i ask my parents,they don't let me go,i get angry immediatelly,i talk to them always stay at home like a kampung girl.both of them are kampung parent,i never seen this kind of parents before since i give birth until now.

lrt problem

suddently happened same problem within two days

which is lrt problem

i was traped in the train about 10min

these problem start on thursday

i saw my ah gua lecturer in the train

when i step into the train i didn't realize him sitting in the train

becoz the train problem so stop about ten minutes

so i find a place to sit n i realize him sitting opposite of me

i didn't say something to him i just smile to him

haha..

becoz of his ah gua style,i feel i want to laugh but i didn't do it

i scare he will angry so i trun around smile

another day the train facing same problem

i standing about ten minutes also

haiz

so hak zai....T_T

mid term exam and holiday

last tuesday i was informed that have holiday on next weeek

last thursday another lecturer say holiday was cancelled

last friday my lecturer say holiday will start on 22 March

at last don't know weather have holiday or not

but confirm exam on next week

Monday,Thursday and Friday

the lectures make me confuse..omg!!

hot hot weather

since feb the weather became very hot n hot

like going to become a liquid form

when step out from the house

expore to the sun light,feel like skin burned

tis kind of wheather made me sleepy..

sometime my afternoon or evening class,i feel so lazy to go becoz very hot

when i reach school already sweat until just finish bath

my mother ask me to bring extra shirt for change when i reach school...

really hate this kind of wheather

having buffe

today eat very much

my auntie came back from Australia she spend us eat buffe at 1-world hotel which beside 1-utama

the buffe not very nice but i eat very full

if not we will rugi..haha

after eating we bring my two auntie walk around 1-u shopping centre

one of my auntie buy a sony camera from best denki

about 900 ringgit

n my mother buy a cloth also,my sister also buy two shoe

only me not buying any things

sad..

bai nian

last saturday i went to some zilin member's house bai nian

seperti daphane,charmain,lovelystar,siau wen n me

we took pic in each of our house except wan chee's house is not included

becoz forgot..haha

the most cny feeling is siau wen house,her house decoration very n confortable

we stay about half n hour in her house

suddently we heard a bom sound

wan chee say is thunder

but a second later a same sound occur again

actually is a fire frackles

haha..all of us look out side see the fire frackles.

we go back home nearly 8.30pm

took an hour to reach home

i feel very happy tis day becoz can meet some of zilin member

plan to going to hong kong

my family planing to hong kong on coming this May

but i not confirm when is my sem break

very excited,becoz didn't go to hong kong before

especially disneyland..haha

after this travelling need to wait until next year graduate only have chance to travel

n i will suffer for four months for the practical training

this year christmas need to stay here to celebrate..sad!!

back to school

so fast cny over.it go too fast

ang pao finish collect,no place to go lo

chinese new year going end three days later

after cny holiday,many many assigment n quiz waiting for me to do

haiz..boring!!

pre cny night...

i went back from my grandma's house

all my cousin sister n brother are there when i reach my grandma's house

i m the latest one reach

have many delicious food were prepared by my fourth auntie

got fish,chicken,dong gu,prawns and many more

i talk many things with my cousin sister because long time didn't see her..

tonight got many fire frackers,very noisy

but i doing my assignment

boring..many assignment to do

need to find the parasites caused by the patient

omg...

excited...

day after tomorrow is first day of cny

very excited because wanted to wear all my new clothes n shoe

one year didn't celebrate cny,feel this year got some difference

because less one person which is my grandfather

i always refresh something he still alive

i have thing wants to tell him

which i miss him very much n always keep him in my heart

busy tuesday

the time table in tis sem very very tak tahan

especially monday tuesday and firday

i hate monday very much becoz first class started at 8-10am then the second is from 4-6pm!!!

monday really really tired..

besides,tuesday my class also started at 8-10am,10-12pm follow 12-2pm..continuously

my brain fell suck n my eyes wanted to closs during the third section class

omg!!!

last is friday,class started at 10-11.30am is moral studies

aiyo..y need to study this subject??sangat bosan lo..

tis subject talk about diffenrent kind of agama

made me sleepy lo!!!

he was back

y he come back??

he was back since one week ago

but i saw him once

this time i will have very less chance to see him

becoz he not teaching me any more

haiz...

decoration house

today i n my mother decorate our house for next week cny

very excited cny is coming soon

the wheather very hot,the sky sometimes filled with dark cloud,sometimes very sunny

i decorate my house until all my shirt wet..haha

i will going to my friend's open house tonight

dunno her house nice or not,may be she will invite our secondary school classmate

long time no see them liao,very miss all of them.

hope tonight can meet them again la.

angry and sad...

last Saturday,i fight with my father

tat night my auntie invite my hold family to dinner at manjalara

but tat time too early i haven bath yet n look dirty

my father dunno got wat brain infection,he use tat word to scold me

i very angry...

i already told my auntie i m not going

she say nvm,she can da bao for me...

tat day i really want to cry n think want to move out to stay

now still finding house prepare to move out!!!

weekend again

tonight suppost to have gathering

i receive a massege from my friend say change to Monday

but i can't go becoz i have class on Tuesday 8am-2pm continuoeusly

very very tired..haiz

weekend almost is my study day

no one meet me go ou

just stay at home study

no mood also,open the lecture notes but brain just thingking of cny n playing fb

since i start playing fb my result become worse than last time

haiz..i very regrat y i register for it!

lunch with old friend

monday my primary school best friend phone to me

say she not happy n wanted to cry

she sold many not happy thing to me

all is about some one...

she meet me another day at kepong jusco

she talk the same thing n some new thing

now i only know tat person so bad!!

really really bad

begining of sem 6

class start already one week

i hate class start at afternoon n finish at evening

because i going back home with super many office people in one bus

i still have two lan subject haven register yet,it also

because the time table not come out yet!

yesterday my class finish at 4.30pm

when i walk out,heavy rain

i stand inner of the bus stop wait until 5 something

terrible...

i reach kepong 6 something

i call my father pick me up at desa bus stop

tat time very trafic jam

so he fetch me to my grandma house at taman ehsan wait until 7 nearly 8pm only go home!

during sem break

haiz..so fast holiday gotting end

return back to school on monday

waiting for chinese new year

no mood study!!!

during this holiday i went to saloon cut hair n rebonding

my hair become short again

very heart pain some of my hair gone

within the holiday

very very very free

so made many zilin group picture

to refresh back our sweat memory

haha

register for new sem

today i went back to school for register

many student!!

i got my new timetable

i dun like it

becoz all in evening only two days in morning class

i hate evening class becoz tat time is the most sleepy time!

subject in tis sem getting difficult

have three subject

which is medical parasitology about parasite,

histology about body tissue

and computer!!

still have one sem left

after tis i will go to hospital training

happy...happy...happy becoz need say bye bye to tis stupiak college!

haha

zilin member

after we left camp kubena sipitang

start from tat time

we less together

not in kubena,stay together all the time

sit,play,chating,eat and other

tat time really happy

i really cannot immagine

we can became best friends like family relation in a short time

i always refesh back the time in kubena

but now i feel our relation ship getting worse

ask for meeting,only three to four person out

sometime feel not happy

becoz some of member working,busy,exam,lazy....

but i feel happy to active member which always came out in every meeting

exam over

no more medical microbiology

no more clinical biochemistry

no more cytology

all is over

a new year,a new sem, a new subject will taking soon!

feel some lonely, although got many friends but i feel some stranger with them

except my chinese classmate because we talk out course things

sometimes came out with friends

dun know wat make me feel them like stranger

i didn't have tis kind of feeling before tat

like nothing to talk n like a wall bloking us!

although like a something between us

i still always love my friends

love u all forever and ever!!

final exam for sem 5

exam is coming soon

i only confidence in one subject which is immunohaematology

others especially clinical biochemistry and medical microbiology have 30% confidence

after exam is sem 6

still have one sem remain then go to training

finish training i will graduate

feel happy becoz i need to left this stupid college soon

but one year fell like long time to go!