Tuesday, October 26, 2010

feeling again

what i m feeling now? what i feeling now is when i went to national service last 2 years ago. but this time is more serious because when i tat time pong pong is accompany with me. this time i going alone, and staying with stranger. just now my head of course told me the school already help me found a hostel, the address will given me next week. when he talking to me, my tears dropped again when in the bus. I don't know whats wrong to me!!i must more independent, if not i won't grow up ><

Thursday, October 21, 2010

forcing to Penang training

This few days i have a very bad mood!!when i thinking i will going to Penang hospital two weeks later, my tears will dropped automatically. Last Tuesday i tough to my head, i said can i change back to kl hospital, he answer me..i will arrange for u!! Yesterday i saw him, he said he found a hostel for me which stay with the nursing student! that
mean i have no chance change back to kl hospital T^T. I haven't get room yet, may be i will staying with nursing students which also a trainees are sending to training. Almost the nursing students are malay, I very hate staying with malay people, although
only for 4 months.

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

WHY

why..why..why!!
why i sending to penang hospital next month?? i really don't want to go there for four months..life in penang will be lonely,without parents, without my friends in KL, no 1 will going to shopping with me. but also have advantages which can recognize new friends in that hospital and get a new life there which cannot get in KL.

there r 3 classmate going to same hospital with me, 2 is Indian classmate n 1 is my Chinese classmate, her hometown is in penang so tat is not a problem to her, but to me is a big problem, i need to rent a room there, no 1 help me wash cloths,cook for me..haiz!!

yesterday when i heard i will be sending to Penang hospital, i got crazy,sad and mad. My kl life, i always dependence on other people, when i life alone, these will give me a big problem.

i hope this time i going to penang, i will get many knowledge and more independence.