live in Penang

today is the fifth day i stayed in Penang, i m still not accustomed the live here! last tuesday i with my friend waiting bus back home but both of us talking non stop, at last we miss the bus. my friend said next bus will coming another fifteen minutes, but another one and the half hour only come!!haiz..but tat bus not going to my home!!then how??i fell very scare because i don't know the place in Penang...then i wait another fifteen minutes the bus still not come yet then i walk back home. actually my hostel to hospital is about five minutes, if walk might be take 20 minutes or more. so tat day i really hak zai need walk back home alone, and i cry also when i walking back home!! T^T

second day in Lam Wah Ee hospital

today is the second day i went to Lam Wah Ee hospital. yesterday was the first day, i went there at 8.30am, my friend already waiting me at there. after i reached, we two go to the lab, and then we ask where is the pathology lab and we go find the lab manager. The first day i was sent to biochemisty department, i did urinary test..it is too----smelly until i want to vomit..aiyo!!!i need to stay in this department for 2 weeks, may be after 2 weeks i will immune when i smell to urine.

second day i did same things, pour the urine into test tube then screen and then identified the result which sample need to spin n look into microscope. but in the afternoon very less patient and less sample need to tested. so i walk around the lab n survey other departments. i went to blood bank, the supervisor ask me question but i answered wrong..omg!!!

很累！！

从上个月头起，当我知道被派去Penang时我就从那时刻一直很不开心。我每天都在想，每天都在哭。
我真的，真的不想去！！这个星期就要去那边了，我要离开这里四个月真的很不舍得，四个月后我会变成甚么样的人。今天负责安排舒舍的人跟我说，占时两个星期我知己一个人住,很可怕咯！！还有今天我收到两份任务需要做，真的很难啊！我就快给累死了 T^T

feeling again

what i m feeling now? what i feeling now is when i went to national service last 2 years ago. but this time is more serious because when i tat time pong pong is accompany with me. this time i going alone, and staying with stranger. just now my head of course told me the school already help me found a hostel, the address will given me next week. when he talking to me, my tears dropped again when in the bus. I don't know whats wrong to me!!i must more independent, if not i won't grow up ><

forcing to Penang training

This few days i have a very bad mood!!when i thinking i will going to Penang hospital two weeks later, my tears will dropped automatically. Last Tuesday i tough to my head, i said can i change back to kl hospital, he answer me..i will arrange for u!! Yesterday i saw him, he said he found a hostel for me which stay with the nursing student! that
mean i have no chance change back to kl hospital T^T. I haven't get room yet, may be i will staying with nursing students which also a trainees are sending to training. Almost the nursing students are malay, I very hate staying with malay people, although
only for 4 months.

WHY

why..why..why!!
why i sending to penang hospital next month?? i really don't want to go there for four months..life in penang will be lonely,without parents, without my friends in KL, no 1 will going to shopping with me. but also have advantages which can recognize new friends in that hospital and get a new life there which cannot get in KL.

there r 3 classmate going to same hospital with me, 2 is Indian classmate n 1 is my Chinese classmate, her hometown is in penang so tat is not a problem to her, but to me is a big problem, i need to rent a room there, no 1 help me wash cloths,cook for me..haiz!!

yesterday when i heard i will be sending to Penang hospital, i got crazy,sad and mad. My kl life, i always dependence on other people, when i life alone, these will give me a big problem.

i hope this time i going to penang, i will get many knowledge and more independence.

last sem for diploma

So fast this is the last sem for my diploma, need to study the last subject before going to hospital training. the last subject is introduction to laboratory management. the lecturer who teaching this sub is a malay male teacher, he very funny, always keep smiling, he study business at UK. he not belongs to medical field, i saw him last two sem, he teached account.

Today is a first day back to college, the class started at 9am-12pm, i reach at 8.55am, i reach ktm station at 7.15am, i wait the train for 30min, the first train came at 7.45am, it is fully book only few person can squeeze into the train, after five minutes another train come, this time i can squeeze in but the train stop at putra station, and announce the train got technical problem, all passenger need to get down from the train. After got down from the train, uncountable people stuck there n walking in very slow motion, becoz the station only have 1 way to exit. after exit from the station, i follow the people walk to lrt station, the station quick far, i walk about 15min, plus the weather so hot, make my hold body sweat. at last reach school nearly 9am, but the lecuter not in class yet, he come in at 10 something..he give us some homework, ask us to find about management. class finished at 12.10pm then go back home.