live in Penang 2

today i went to komta and prangin mall with my mother. we taking bus there but we didn't know which stop should we going down?! my mother ask the bus driver, the bus driver said opposite the building is komta then we mong cha cha go down from the bus. after that we walk around from komta to prangin mall, we go to cinema watch unstoppable, is quick a nice movie. both of us take lunch at wong kok but it is different from kl pavillion.

haiz tomorrow need working again, i need stayed in urine department for 2 weeks, tomorrow is the second weeks, its too boring, i want going to blood bank department because it too much things to learned.

recently started from last Tue or Wed, oposite my apartment had a concert, i don't know what are they singing, because i don't know hokien language! it makes my head going to explored. my hostel have a nice landscape, the bad thing is too noisy at night!!

live in Penang

today is the fifth day i stayed in Penang, i m still not accustomed the live here! last tuesday i with my friend waiting bus back home but both of us talking non stop, at last we miss the bus. my friend said next bus will coming another fifteen minutes, but another one and the half hour only come!!haiz..but tat bus not going to my home!!then how??i fell very scare because i don't know the place in Penang...then i wait another fifteen minutes the bus still not come yet then i walk back home. actually my hostel to hospital is about five minutes, if walk might be take 20 minutes or more. so tat day i really hak zai need walk back home alone, and i cry also when i walking back home!! T^T

second day in Lam Wah Ee hospital

today is the second day i went to Lam Wah Ee hospital. yesterday was the first day, i went there at 8.30am, my friend already waiting me at there. after i reached, we two go to the lab, and then we ask where is the pathology lab and we go find the lab manager. The first day i was sent to biochemisty department, i did urinary test..it is too----smelly until i want to vomit..aiyo!!!i need to stay in this department for 2 weeks, may be after 2 weeks i will immune when i smell to urine.

second day i did same things, pour the urine into test tube then screen and then identified the result which sample need to spin n look into microscope. but in the afternoon very less patient and less sample need to tested. so i walk around the lab n survey other departments. i went to blood bank, the supervisor ask me question but i answered wrong..omg!!!

很累！！

从上个月头起，当我知道被派去Penang时我就从那时刻一直很不开心。我每天都在想，每天都在哭。
我真的，真的不想去！！这个星期就要去那边了，我要离开这里四个月真的很不舍得，四个月后我会变成甚么样的人。今天负责安排舒舍的人跟我说，占时两个星期我知己一个人住,很可怕咯！！还有今天我收到两份任务需要做，真的很难啊！我就快给累死了 T^T

feeling again

what i m feeling now? what i feeling now is when i went to national service last 2 years ago. but this time is more serious because when i tat time pong pong is accompany with me. this time i going alone, and staying with stranger. just now my head of course told me the school already help me found a hostel, the address will given me next week. when he talking to me, my tears dropped again when in the bus. I don't know whats wrong to me!!i must more independent, if not i won't grow up ><

forcing to Penang training

This few days i have a very bad mood!!when i thinking i will going to Penang hospital two weeks later, my tears will dropped automatically. Last Tuesday i tough to my head, i said can i change back to kl hospital, he answer me..i will arrange for u!! Yesterday i saw him, he said he found a hostel for me which stay with the nursing student! that
mean i have no chance change back to kl hospital T^T. I haven't get room yet, may be i will staying with nursing students which also a trainees are sending to training. Almost the nursing students are malay, I very hate staying with malay people, although
only for 4 months.

WHY

why..why..why!!
why i sending to penang hospital next month?? i really don't want to go there for four months..life in penang will be lonely,without parents, without my friends in KL, no 1 will going to shopping with me. but also have advantages which can recognize new friends in that hospital and get a new life there which cannot get in KL.

there r 3 classmate going to same hospital with me, 2 is Indian classmate n 1 is my Chinese classmate, her hometown is in penang so tat is not a problem to her, but to me is a big problem, i need to rent a room there, no 1 help me wash cloths,cook for me..haiz!!

yesterday when i heard i will be sending to Penang hospital, i got crazy,sad and mad. My kl life, i always dependence on other people, when i life alone, these will give me a big problem.

i hope this time i going to penang, i will get many knowledge and more independence.